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08 April 2020 @ 01:07 pm
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17 May 2009 @ 09:04 pm
recently I've realised the reason why I love films and tv so much, because it gives me a place to escape to. Right now for some reason I'm feeling very lonely and I don't think the people around me realise it, I don't feel lonely because the people around me are ignoring me so much but more because it seems like i just have superficial relationships with everyone, especially one of my closest friends. We used to spend loads of time together but now I feel so out of the loop with her I don't even feel like an actual friend.
So this year I started at a different 6th form from all of my friends, to be honest if I could make the decision again I would totally go to there school but whatever I'm here now and I can't do anything about it. And in that new school my friend has made loads of new friends obviously I have no problem with this, I have a problem with that it seems I'm getting pushed out by these other people, like she's found more interesting, better people than me so I've been demoted to a tag along friend. To be honest I feel really awkward whenever I'm alone with her now like we never have anything to talk about and don't really like going out with her and her friends because i feel like an outsider but that's the only time I get to go out so I usually go. To be honest I can see why she would rather be with these other friends, their confident, funny, have better social lives than me, are way cooler than me in every way and I would probably do the same as her. It's just I'm the one that's getting pushed out and it isn't the best experience.
I have two separate lives almost, school and outside school. in school I'm really quiet and majorly awkward, never feel comfortable in the school and I always feel like people are laughing at me. Outside school, I felt comfortable, I felt like people wanted to be with me and wanted to hang around me and include me in things but now it feels just like school, I feel awkward and it's horrible I have no release any more.
This is where Tv and Film come in, now the only time I feel at ease is when I'm at home alone watching other peoples lives. I don't know how I'm going to change how I feel without making someone angry or putting this pressure on other people, I hate conflict but this is breaking me up inside, I'm on the verge of tears just writing this. But really what am I expecting her to just stop being friends with these people because I don't want that to happen either because I like them too, I just sort of want to be her friend again, I feel like I don't know her anymore. I feel like if I say something it can either make things better or I'll lose my friends forever, especially certain friends I thought would be lifelong not just ones passing in and out.
anyway that's my blog...I don't know if this helped or hindered me but I feel really shitty now I've written this.
So this year I started at a different 6th form from all of my friends, to be honest if I could make the decision again I would totally go to there school but whatever I'm here now and I can't do anything about it. And in that new school my friend has made loads of new friends obviously I have no problem with this, I have a problem with that it seems I'm getting pushed out by these other people, like she's found more interesting, better people than me so I've been demoted to a tag along friend. To be honest I feel really awkward whenever I'm alone with her now like we never have anything to talk about and don't really like going out with her and her friends because i feel like an outsider but that's the only time I get to go out so I usually go. To be honest I can see why she would rather be with these other friends, their confident, funny, have better social lives than me, are way cooler than me in every way and I would probably do the same as her. It's just I'm the one that's getting pushed out and it isn't the best experience.
I have two separate lives almost, school and outside school. in school I'm really quiet and majorly awkward, never feel comfortable in the school and I always feel like people are laughing at me. Outside school, I felt comfortable, I felt like people wanted to be with me and wanted to hang around me and include me in things but now it feels just like school, I feel awkward and it's horrible I have no release any more.
This is where Tv and Film come in, now the only time I feel at ease is when I'm at home alone watching other peoples lives. I don't know how I'm going to change how I feel without making someone angry or putting this pressure on other people, I hate conflict but this is breaking me up inside, I'm on the verge of tears just writing this. But really what am I expecting her to just stop being friends with these people because I don't want that to happen either because I like them too, I just sort of want to be her friend again, I feel like I don't know her anymore. I feel like if I say something it can either make things better or I'll lose my friends forever, especially certain friends I thought would be lifelong not just ones passing in and out.
anyway that's my blog...I don't know if this helped or hindered me but I feel really shitty now I've written this.
17 March 2009 @ 01:51 pm
OMG like just now someone from my biology class pinched me, I had never even heard that you pinch someone for not wearing green! I told him I had never heard of that so he asked "would you rather I punch you". I obviously said "no thanks".
hot11 March 2009 @ 08:06 pm
Rules:
--Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
--Post the first definition it gives you.
1) Your name?
Roisin
( cos I don't know how it can get better than this )
--Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
--Post the first definition it gives you.
1) Your name?
Roisin
Really cool,sweet girl.
( cos I don't know how it can get better than this )
chipper24 February 2009 @ 07:55 pm
7.45 get out of bed and get dressed and brush hair
7.55 wash face and clean teeth
8.05 drink coffee/tea, maybe eat something, get bag ready for school
8.15 leave my house for school.
This is what I do pretty much every week day, on the weekend it's not that structured usually matters what I'm doing. Oh and BTW I have my showers at night because it takes to long to wash and dry my hair and I wash my hair every day so it cuts down on time in the morning. I like to sleep what can I say.
Also How good is Chuck! I love that show it's so awesome more people should watch it. Although I wish we learnt more about the characters, that episode where we learnt about Sarah was really good. I want to know about Chuck's Dad and Mum.
blank03 February 2009 @ 01:24 pm
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
( the louder we go well the better we sound )
off to go write an essay :(
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
( the louder we go well the better we sound )
off to go write an essay :(
crappy02 February 2009 @ 02:18 pm
It's snowing WOOOOO. I got the day off today and I'm a little bored cos I can't go anywhere as all buses have stopped and I'd rather not be driven anywhere just in case.
so it's meme time!
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
Opening Credits: breathe by Michelle Branch it seems I am in PS I love you although I've never seen that movie this song was in the trailer.
Waking Up: what I've been looking for by Sharpay and Ryan I rather this version to troy and gabriellas.
First Day At School: Black swan by Thom Yorke I'm guessing I'm a loner walking into school with my hood up.
Falling In Love: I Get Around by The beach boys an awesome song kinda slutty though for falling in love.
Breaking Up: Your song by Kate Walsh aww this is kinda sad this would fit.
Prom: Song for Mutya(out of control) by Groove armada I love this song I would dance anyday to it
Life is Good: can't get it out of my head by John Paul White quite a melancholy song...I guess life is good but in a sad way
Mental Breakdown: Shattered Glass by Britney Spears just imagining me breaking down in a way to make me sing karaoke or dance on a table.
Driving: (let's get) Crazy by Hannah Montana LOL
Flashback: You give me something by James Morrison AWW
Getting Back Together: In This City by Iglu and Hartly the pictures in my head sort of see a nick and norah type of getting back together.
Wedding: Mama, I'm a big girl now by Nikki Blonsky, Marissa Janet Winokur and Ricky Lake LOL
Paying the Dues: Toothpaste Kisses by The Maccabees it's romantic paying dues dontcha know
The Night Before The War: Come Back and Stay by James Morrison come back and stay for good this time. I think this suits the nature of war.
Final Battle: Hot 'N Cold by Katy Perry haha
Moment of Triumph: Kids of the Future by Jonas brothers pretty triumphant song.
Death Scene: Breakout by Katy Perry happiest death scene ever
Funeral Song: Our song by Taylor Swift another pretty happy song for a sad occasion.
End Credits: The first cut is the deepest by Sheryl Crow prettiest song EVER
Current Location: under the stairs
Current Mood: 
bored
boredCurrent Music: the first cut is the deepest by Sheryl Crow
30 January 2009 @ 10:37 pm
after that depressing post (which has made me feel better) I have decided to do the google meme sweeping the youtube world except not vlogging it just normally blogging :D
so lets begin
Roisin needs a cuddle
Roisin looks like dannii minogue
Roisin says hell no!
Roisin wants to go it alone now
Roisin does it again
Roisin hates black sheep
Roisin asks how many more deaths will it take to change the way M.E. is treated?
Roisin liked jammie dodgers
Roisin eats... I didn't find anything for this one but I did find End poverty and world hunger...Eat the Poor
Roisin wears Fringed One Sleeve Poncho
Roisin arrested for alleged involvement in an attack on a British army base in Germany
Roisin loves vaseline
well that was fun :D
try it out. I expect people with more common names will get better results I had to look hard for some of these. well in relative terms to people with names like sarah.
so lets begin
Roisin needs a cuddle
Roisin looks like dannii minogue
Roisin says hell no!
Roisin wants to go it alone now
Roisin does it again
Roisin hates black sheep
Roisin asks how many more deaths will it take to change the way M.E. is treated?
Roisin liked jammie dodgers
Roisin eats... I didn't find anything for this one but I did find End poverty and world hunger...Eat the Poor
Roisin wears Fringed One Sleeve Poncho
Roisin arrested for alleged involvement in an attack on a British army base in Germany
Roisin loves vaseline
well that was fun :D
try it out. I expect people with more common names will get better results I had to look hard for some of these. well in relative terms to people with names like sarah.
30 January 2009 @ 09:16 pm
I'm feeling very lonely at the moment, I feel left out when I don't even know if I'm being left out. I know it sounds wierd but I always think my friends are angry with me when they don't talk to me online or something. I have really bad paranoia like that. And it doesn't help that I don't get to see my best friends because we go to different 6th forms. I haven't even talked to some people in weeks. Maybe it's my fault I haven't done enough to keep in touch so I know I do have some part in it but it's been a hard couple of weeks and I feel distance between me and many friends.
recently my uncle passed away and it was horrible, one of the worst days of my life was his funeral. It was my first ever funeral where I knew the person well (I've been to funerals many a time but it was always either someone my mum knew from Ireland that I had been strung along to) and although I was sad about my uncle what upset me more was seeing my mum sad. If I see my mum cry I cry that's just how I work. Not only this was happening but I also had 3 exams my first being the day after he had died. So it ws a pretty stressful time and for some reason I couldn't tell anyone outright, because 1. the only way of communicating was online, I don't really use phones and I never saw anyone and 2.I found it awkward.
so I only told like 1 person at first and she helped me a lot I'm glad I told her and she will be a best friend I will never forget. I don't think she realised how much she helped me with that one msn conversation.
I've only told like 3 other people since then and it was mostly
me:I'm not doing too good how are you?
other person:I'm alright. whats wrong?
me:well, my uncle died.
OP:are you alright?
me:yeah
OP:well if you need anything just say I'll be there
so although very nice its not like I worked trough much with them. and I haven't even spoke face to face to anyone about it except for the people at my school and even then it was just
OP:why weren't you in the other day?
me:oh...my uncle died
OP:oh...
although one person did try to ask me how are you but she said it so quietly that I'm not sure she actually said that.
so basically I'm feeling a little lonely today. I'm sure it will pass it may also be because I have been in my house for 3 days because of tonsillitis...boo YOU VIRUS WHORE!
recently my uncle passed away and it was horrible, one of the worst days of my life was his funeral. It was my first ever funeral where I knew the person well (I've been to funerals many a time but it was always either someone my mum knew from Ireland that I had been strung along to) and although I was sad about my uncle what upset me more was seeing my mum sad. If I see my mum cry I cry that's just how I work. Not only this was happening but I also had 3 exams my first being the day after he had died. So it ws a pretty stressful time and for some reason I couldn't tell anyone outright, because 1. the only way of communicating was online, I don't really use phones and I never saw anyone and 2.I found it awkward.
so I only told like 1 person at first and she helped me a lot I'm glad I told her and she will be a best friend I will never forget. I don't think she realised how much she helped me with that one msn conversation.
I've only told like 3 other people since then and it was mostly
me:I'm not doing too good how are you?
other person:I'm alright. whats wrong?
me:well, my uncle died.
OP:are you alright?
me:yeah
OP:well if you need anything just say I'll be there
so although very nice its not like I worked trough much with them. and I haven't even spoke face to face to anyone about it except for the people at my school and even then it was just
OP:why weren't you in the other day?
me:oh...my uncle died
OP:oh...
although one person did try to ask me how are you but she said it so quietly that I'm not sure she actually said that.
so basically I'm feeling a little lonely today. I'm sure it will pass it may also be because I have been in my house for 3 days because of tonsillitis...boo YOU VIRUS WHORE!
Current Location: my sofa underneath a duvet.
Current Mood: 
lonely
lonelyCurrent Music: the sound of Qi on my TV
04 December 2008 @ 10:54 pm
I hate Vanessa! I have no sympathy for her, she's a bad character in the show. What's funny is I love her in the books. Well book, I've only read the prequel to gossip girl because someone else has taken out the first book from my school library. She's so badass in the book and I actually relate to her, the way she explodes if dan does something random but keeps it inside. I do that all the time. If I have a crush I will not even make a move, I don't even tell anyone that I have the crush because I just get really embarassed, from year 7-10 I didn't really know any boys and with me I have to have heard them speak to someone, atleast get a feel for their personality before I can get a crush on them. Anyway, tangent over, what brought all this on was the latest episode of gossip girl (season 2 epsiode 12, I'm writing this while watching it).
Well I'm gonna watch the rest of the episode, you never know I could change my mind about someone but I ver much doubt it. BTW sorry about this, I'm not very eloquent and have never been the best at writing anything so if this made no sense I'm very sorry. This is probably why I stick to making pictures pretty with photoshop.
frustrated22 October 2008 @ 11:42 pm
my life is going ok at the moment, I'm making sound like there was a point in my life when it wasn't ok but so far my life has been very good, excellent actually, now all I have to do is try and keep it that way.
50 TV SHOWS
( I'm trying so hard not to get caught up now, absent mindedly making me want you )
also I LOVE freaks and geeks. the show is amazing especially,Bill Haverchuck.
50 TV SHOWS
( I'm trying so hard not to get caught up now, absent mindedly making me want you )
also I LOVE freaks and geeks. the show is amazing especially,Bill Haverchuck.
tired05 August 2008 @ 09:45 pm
I should've really went on hiatus but becuase I'm a doof I forgot. Anyway I went to Ireland on for a week and then went camping for 5 days so that's my excuse. BTW it was awesome! Especially camping becuase it was me and 3 friends. Well one best friend, one good friend becoming a best friend slowly and a friend but sometimes I find it awkward. I had a lot of fun but I have to say a lot of the time I felt like the 4th wheel on a tricycle.
They all seemed to firstly really like wrestling together but I'm always to scared in case I hurt people or I take it too far so I would sort of sit and watch and feel like a perv or something haha .
Also the two guys were like after rebecca royally, it sort of felt like I was getting in the way. But apart from that I had a really good time, it was my first time camping and although my back a really sore and I only got around 6 hours of sleep a night, I think it went pretty well.
Well I hope this is enough of an update. I promise I didn't forget about you :D I'll try to start commenting as soon as possible.
cranky29 June 2008 @ 08:39 pm
27 June 2008 @ 10:45 am
The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Ok I warn you now I will have read like under 6 cos I find it hard to read as I have to stop EVERYTHING i do just to get through a book. although I do like reading, I love it, it just takes me like ages to read something.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)
refreshed20 June 2008 @ 12:13 pm
So my exams are done and have been for like a week and a bit and so far it's been awesome. I've been a busy bee which is wierd usually I'm at home but I'd rather be the busy than not. I made some new friends which is nice. but I was depressed around one of them and I think he is scared of me haha but whatever I'll show him I'm fun.
Today I have my leaver's dinner, which I have to wear a dress to and I'm really scared about it. but I'll never see most of these people ever again so what do I care. Even though I still care because I'm the one who always trips and falls and I'm wearing heels, this is going to be an interesting night.
What's worse is that a few of my friends are going to a funeral today...well right now, and I know Natasha knew him well and is coming to the leavers dinner. hopefully she will be ok and hopefully she won't get any hassle off anyone.
In addition to this crazy day, burning up was released yesterday on radio disney and I LOVE IT. Big Rob kicks arse in it, and now I laugh at myself thinking it was timbaland how could I be so blind not to see who the rapper in the JB family!
for anyone who hasn't seen the video here it is:
I LOVE BIG ROB!
contemplative04 June 2008 @ 06:21 pm
I know, how MIA am I! well not for long, from the 12th I'll be free pretty much so YAY. I also turned the great 1-6 on monday but had two exams on the same day which was sucky cos people sort of forgot lol but how could I blame them, we all had other stuff on our mind.
Because I am bored I'm gonna do a jonas/itunes survey :D
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle
2. Use only JB songs
3. Each song is an answer to the corresponding question.
4. No cheating!
How does the world see you?
Dear God
O_O
Will I have a happy life?
Hollywood
looks promising
What do my friends really think of me?
What I go to school for
LOL
How can I make myself happy?
Inseperable
is itunes telling me I need a boyfriend to be happy?
Will I ever have children?
You just don't know it
haha this obviously means it will be a surprise
What is some good advice for me?
Hey, we're gonna be alright
aww thanks itunes!
How will I be remembered?
Mandy
will I be remembered as the girl who sings S club 7
:S
What is My Current Theme Song?
one day at a time
HOW VERY TRUE!
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Australia
ooooo cos I have an english teacher who is australian and I have english tomorrow so they think I am all about the exam :D
What song will play at my funeral?
Please be mind
AWWWWWWWW!
What type of men do I like?
pushing me away
so stalkers?
Who do I love?
Games
I do love my Wii XD
Am I going to get married?
baby bottle pop themesong
so I am gonna be a baby machiene awesome!
Who loves me?
girl of my dreams
he obviously really likes me...or a girl likes me
Who will I marry?
Year 3000
so therefore I die before I meet them!
My summer love forecast:
We got the party (feat HM)
OH YEAH
What will tomorrow bring?
7:05
is someone gonna break up with me? lol
Because I am bored I'm gonna do a jonas/itunes survey :D
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle
2. Use only JB songs
3. Each song is an answer to the corresponding question.
4. No cheating!
How does the world see you?
Dear God
O_O
Will I have a happy life?
Hollywood
looks promising
What do my friends really think of me?
What I go to school for
LOL
How can I make myself happy?
Inseperable
is itunes telling me I need a boyfriend to be happy?
Will I ever have children?
You just don't know it
haha this obviously means it will be a surprise
What is some good advice for me?
Hey, we're gonna be alright
aww thanks itunes!
How will I be remembered?
Mandy
will I be remembered as the girl who sings S club 7
:S
What is My Current Theme Song?
one day at a time
HOW VERY TRUE!
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Australia
ooooo cos I have an english teacher who is australian and I have english tomorrow so they think I am all about the exam :D
What song will play at my funeral?
Please be mind
AWWWWWWWW!
What type of men do I like?
pushing me away
so stalkers?
Who do I love?
Games
I do love my Wii XD
Am I going to get married?
baby bottle pop themesong
so I am gonna be a baby machiene awesome!
Who loves me?
girl of my dreams
he obviously really likes me...or a girl likes me
Who will I marry?
Year 3000
so therefore I die before I meet them!
My summer love forecast:
We got the party (feat HM)
OH YEAH
What will tomorrow bring?
7:05
is someone gonna break up with me? lol
dorky25 May 2008 @ 06:05 pm
So some of you might know I make icons and I thought it would be fun to see how I've improved and stuff or see how I have de-proved (IDK) lol.
BTW this will be image heavy!
well let's start from the begining
worried23 May 2008 @ 07:18 pm
well today I had no exams or revision so I just went on the computer and watched greek. My mum had an operation on her arm so I went and picked her up (I went on the bus then my dad drove us home becuase he was close by). I'm gonna have to help around the house and do the cooking and stuff cos she can't really use her arm but I don't mind, cos she's my mum and she's awesome. (and she said if I was good I might get a Wii but that was after I knew I had to do all this stuff but still it's and incentive)
also today I saw something that made my week!
have a good day/night mattering on the time :D
also today I saw something that made my week!
have a good day/night mattering on the time :D
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: 
ecstatic
ecstaticCurrent Music: heartbreaker by Will.I.Am and Cheryl Cole
21 May 2008 @ 04:03 pm
accomplished29 April 2008 @ 08:17 pm
"And you'd have to clap after every take on every job I do for the rest of my life. "
Robert Pattinson on Marriage
it wqas a pretty bad day :( but this just made it a little brighter :)
crushed